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Insect
01:36
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1000 insects are crawling in my head
making me think i'd be better off dead
I hear their voices and they're talking so loud
reminding me I'm a piece of shit
Waking up dripping sweat
Praying to a cold hard floor
I must seek refuge from all of my thoughts
Sometimes it's a war just to wake up
I am not the voices in my head
I am the reaction.
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The Ritual
02:25
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Plagued by thoughts of suicide
They move so quick and quietly
Swarms of moths like fever dreams
Another fucking reverie
This life is just fucking killing me
But this can't be the end for me
You call me a coward
You don't understand
You call me a coward
You'll never know
How this ritual comes naturally
How these walls are closing in on me
The ritual comes naturally
But this can't be the end for me
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I Still Remember
02:32
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I still remember how it felt
trapped all alone
I still remember how it felt
trapped all alone
I give you this thought to carry always
It's always there waiting in shadows
You must trace it to it's deepest spot
It's always there craving your oblivian
Allow it to frighten you
And do not forget
I give you this thought to carry always
Remind yourself that you're still here
Sometimes that is all you have
Sometimes that must be enough
Allow it to frighten you
And do not forget
And one day you will wake up
you will see you've outlived this pain
Allow it to frighten you
and never ever forget
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Seeker
02:22
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There must be goodness in this world
I will always seek it
surround myself in it
find the things worth finding
opportunities are taken, not given
so i will seek them with far-sighted vision
I will seek the signs of hope
I will hold on knowing pains
I will try
Maybe I'll fail
I will try
Maybe i'll fucking fail
No cause for regret
I refuse to die without having tried
to die with regret would be my only disappointment
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Proud of You
02:12
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This is for the kids with razor to their wrists
This is for the ones who can still the metal in their mouths
This is for the ones who tighten the rope
when they are alone and they think there's nothing left
You are not alone
There is so much left
You have survived this day
I see who you are
I'm so proud of you
Please do not be afraid
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45 Days
06:03
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I have seen horror
I have walked through darkness
I have lost myself
But here I stand still moving forward
Here I stand still moving forward
45 days, facilities
not one second of sleep
45 days, facilities
did they plant the seed?
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