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1.
Insect 01:36
1000 insects are crawling in my head making me think i'd be better off dead I hear their voices and they're talking so loud reminding me I'm a piece of shit Waking up dripping sweat Praying to a cold hard floor I must seek refuge from all of my thoughts Sometimes it's a war just to wake up I am not the voices in my head I am the reaction.
2.
The Ritual 02:25
Plagued by thoughts of suicide They move so quick and quietly Swarms of moths like fever dreams Another fucking reverie This life is just fucking killing me But this can't be the end for me You call me a coward You don't understand You call me a coward You'll never know How this ritual comes naturally How these walls are closing in on me The ritual comes naturally But this can't be the end for me
3.
I still remember how it felt trapped all alone I still remember how it felt trapped all alone I give you this thought to carry always It's always there waiting in shadows You must trace it to it's deepest spot It's always there craving your oblivian Allow it to frighten you And do not forget I give you this thought to carry always Remind yourself that you're still here Sometimes that is all you have Sometimes that must be enough Allow it to frighten you And do not forget And one day you will wake up you will see you've outlived this pain Allow it to frighten you and never ever forget
4.
Seeker 02:22
There must be goodness in this world I will always seek it surround myself in it find the things worth finding opportunities are taken, not given so i will seek them with far-sighted vision I will seek the signs of hope I will hold on knowing pains I will try Maybe I'll fail I will try Maybe i'll fucking fail No cause for regret I refuse to die without having tried to die with regret would be my only disappointment
5.
Proud of You 02:12
This is for the kids with razor to their wrists This is for the ones who can still the metal in their mouths This is for the ones who tighten the rope when they are alone and they think there's nothing left You are not alone There is so much left You have survived this day I see who you are I'm so proud of you Please do not be afraid
6.
45 Days 06:03
I have seen horror I have walked through darkness I have lost myself But here I stand still moving forward Here I stand still moving forward 45 days, facilities not one second of sleep 45 days, facilities did they plant the seed?

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released November 28, 2017

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Coward Asbury Park, New Jersey

Billy, Devin, Guy, Robert, Steve.

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